Just as secular marriages have problems, so do temple marriages. They therefore have a high standard to work toward. If not, it's better to find out now than to continue with something that isn't satisfying you. However, and this might sound sad.
It's a gross feeling. I work 54 hours a week to be able to support myself my family is unable to help more than they already arevolunteer, am taking a class, and mcat studying. This means that she will probably be dating others at the same time as you. They require a healthy dose of flexibility, nontraditional expectations, and teamwork You aren't always gonna have a Christmas etc I can understand it would be hard to understand the cues you are getting if you have no basis for that lifestyle, but really think it over. Don't fall in love with a doctor. She will likely want you to convert to fix the family.
Warnings While the LDS Church accepts that those who feel attraction to members of their own sex can be Mormons, it discourages acting on those feelings. He made a big deal out of my birthday, holidays, etc. After a lot of thought during that relationship with a non-Mormon, I laid out exactly what struggles I was probably going to face: I was worried about my own faith.
How will your spouse feel about that in 20 years. What if she absolutely despises sex. It was a complete turn around from what I'd previously seen from her but obviously it was something she'd been thinking about. If we have children, they will be OK to go to your church, but not compelled to do so, and never baptized. Whereas I think of him all the time. I am engaged to a Doctor and I must say that all this posts are kinda scary.