What a bozza topic. I'm doing the best I can, I try to travel to visit family but again it would be just me and my son. First and most importantly, I see major trust issues in your future if you both think the other is brainwashed.
Would you rather give up the prospect of being married in the temple, the assurance of children being raised in the church, and parts of Mormon culture for your boyfriend, or a great man for your beliefs. See to it that she is aware of your plan, so you both can properly dress. For girls, being the right age for marriage usually means graduating high school, if not later. I think my husband would do okay with the loneliness - just like I do. There will be struggles in marriage and childrearing whether or not he is a member. There's a different kind of balance, but that doesn't mean that there's no balance. You are a good person. That was hard on my relationship and I had to give up on my dream of being a computer programmer. Your crush might put a lampshade on her head and call it innocent fun. In a few months, he will begin working, and his first few years will be demanding what else is new.
But, you will probably lose. When I was a teen, my first boyfriend was a convert and people would comment on that instead of how nice he was to me. They do exist and you deserve that. If we can say them together, great; if not. What is it like to become a doctor in your country. And I don't mean my good friend Satan. She hasn't submitted the paperwork yet but I have no doubt that she will do this eventually. Said he wanted those extra few minutes in the morning, but prefaced it by saying he knew it was selfish of him. My current atheism bothers him a little but as long as we respect each other it's fine.
I'm the wife of an intern and we try to make a night each week to go do something, just the two of us. Or do you just push through the exhaustion because you care about the person and do things to make them happy even when you don't always feel like it. There is no question that God loves all of His children, and that obviously includes non-members.